Expression

i need this outlet because it fills a void somehwere.

its why i wanted to choose art to choose music to choose ideas.

why paint? because it has this human touch that cannot be created by anyhting else other than our hands and out minds.

its that ability that makes us more than computers, it makes me feel human.

the flaws in the lines, in my paint storkes... its all very human, so tangible, and so undiciplined.
Its one of the places where imperfection is supposed to define what i do.
like kendo.
everyday you train, you're getting told what you're doing wrong. and everything you get yelled at for are the most bsic and most detrimental flaws to your kendo. so you train more. work harder, but its never going to be perfect
becasue its not human to be perfect
it makes me feel very human.

but thats the beauty of being human, that we can never be perfect but we can always be better.
the possibility to constantly move forward and be the become better, to progress, we have that.