hope

i was once sad to discover the frailty of humankind.
And because of that, I had lost faith.
With time, I've come to find the kindness that is till there.
to have faith in humanity despite knowing its frailty, that is my hope.

what were we waiting for?

" What were we waiting for when we could have been better people all on our own all this time"-earl

heaven

Maybe.. heaven isn't a place where you get everything you want, its just a place where you no longer want anything.

kumquats

can we start over?
i believe we can.
We can make it if we can.

the world is my apple I jsut have to eat it.

I will live in a great loft with large windows, in a fabulous location, exposed brick walls, lots of space, grand ceilings, wood or lamnet floors.
I will have a lovely country home. cosy but with a grand library, fitness facility or sauna, steam room, indoor pool whirlpool and woodfloors and high ceilings.
I will be able to live off my art. My art change how people think, it will make an impact. My art will be valuable to mankind.
I will beable to care for my parents.
I will love and be loved sincerly and truthfully.
I will be accomplished in Kendo. I will make my sensei proud. I will suceed.
I will be fit. I am lovely.
I will be healthy, happy and carefree. I will live long and well.
I must have faith in it.
The things I want in life as I now realize. I can have now.
This is my messsge to the universe, this is my shopping list.
I now entrust the world to manifest my heart's creations.
I will continue to live as I should and head towards these goals.
The pieces will all fit together as they should.

maybe I'm ready

I think that i'm ready. I think he's ready.

I think its jsut a matter of me finishing school.

Maybe, he could be in seattle and i'll be in vancouver.
the would work.

I can do this.