Nobody knows me..

This is for me.

This is for those things that I began to do for myself.

The day I picked up a shinai was the same day I picked up the paintbrush again.
I truely believe that this is for me.

I don't ever talk about it much with my family, somehow I fear I may lose its meaning to me if I do.
Perhaps becasue I would not want to dissapoint them if they began to be supportive.

Either way, this is my secret garden where I learn to grow. Then one day when I believe I can live forever I will run out of its walls and shout it out to the world.

Up until now we've just all been pretending.